Sunday, November 28, 2004
its not the years in your life
its the life in your years.
i quarrelled with my sister last night. i used the comp till 1.30 am. she scolded me. and ask if me and jody fell out becoz of guys. i was like wth. she started to say abt all the rules we had. i din even rmb her saying tt i can only go for the first day of the chalet. and she insisted tt she said tt. okay. she tinks that hols isnt a big Fuck. there's like damn alot of difference. she tinks tt when she's not ard. im going haywire. and i tink tts kinda true. but at least i still study. last yr i had so much restrictions. i only got a bloody 62.8 for my average. at least i improved this yr. shes gonna pay us a visit when we are having our camp. i have nth to hide. its alright. when she loses. she'll just say "so wat.." she'll den talk abt other tings. she tink im talking to all those freaking acs and catholic high guys. pls. i have my own damn bloody friends. she THINKS IM DESPERATE FOR MALE ATTENTION. SHE THINKS IM A SLUT. AND ILL TURN INTO A FREAKING ANG MO AH LIAN WHO GOES AROUND FUCKING WITH GUYS DEN GOT FOR ABORTIONS. the situation last time and now is damn bloody different. it was PAGER. den now its HANDPHONE. i have my own self discipline. if i din. i would already smoking in the bloody cineleisure where all the bengs and lians are. SHE THINKS I WOULD TRY DRUGS. SHE THINKS MY FRENS ARE MINDLESS ! she'll be treating me as invisible. i dont know if i shud be sad. jody thinks i should have a talk with her. AND SHE THINKS IM A JUDGEMENTAL SNOB. SHE THINKS ILL BE THE FIRST SCREWED UP FEMALE IN MY FAMILY. LIKE WATEVA. I WONT BE AND WILL NEVER BE.
blahs. nvm. lemme cont with wat happnd today.
went the sports sale with jody and shawn today. shawn was such an ass. i thought i was late. he was even later. he made a girl wait for him. went amk to meet jody den. went the fair straight away. almost everything was cleared. i got the sleeveless tee and a MEN'S dri-fit tennis shirt. even jody thinks it was cool. so u shuddap. nicholas pua was there with his parents.. so yeah.. we went Ya Kun for our breakfast. shawn blardee hell ate alot. and alot. i ate kinda alot too. gees. im growing fatter and fatter. shawn left. and alvin came to meet us. we wanted to run all the way from far east to heeren. the rain was soo big tt we gotta stop at paragon. that high class place. we went to quiksilver and err.. world of sports.. ran to heeren ! we were so drenched. i took a balloon frm the singtel woman. i was soo childish. it was my shelter. jody and alvin both had their bags so yeah. me and jody were like clinging on to each other. we were afraid we wud fall down. =S Falling down in orchard is a damn embarrassing ting.
chked out the mambo bags at heeren. its damn nice. we wanted to eat sakae. after much consideration. we din. all of us wanted to save money. we went to MARCHE. and walked out eating nth. saw joey when we were going cine. we had shrooms meal. saw jolene after we finished. it was kinda late. we wanted to go home. when walking to taka. we started to talk abt alot of tings. and we cudnt bear to part. how dumb. we went taka and picking items and guessing the price. i rmb this. A CAP COSTS 335 BUCKS. its the place where all the rich asses shop at. jody was trying to be stupid. she thinks wateva she design in future will be like selling at 555 bucks. like okay. we SPENT 1 HR AND A HALF IN CREATIVE HANDS. such a waste of time. i went home after tt. waited for the BLoody bus for 30 mins. i was squashed in the damn bloody bus by some freaking filipinos. now im suffering from backaches. like wth. i had to bloody stick myself to the damn window. argh.
oh man. the camp is cancelled. but we are having a chalet ! yippy ! hope i can go huhs. =))
I MISS MOBILE C.!
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